Who on Earth blogs nowadays?!

They say a picture paints a thousand words. Well, that picture says a few words and well.. That's all it needed to say.

My intentions of blogging that started way back in high school more than a decade ago weren't like other kids. Most were to rant about crappy student life, diss the so call "cool kids" without them knowing, and no money to buy paper and a diary so save by typing online (after all nobody reads the nerd's blog).

I began writing (or should I say typing) to better my command of english, essay writing and as a means to channel my thoughts. I also started as back then it was the in thing to own a blog. After awhile the craze continued but I got bored and stopped; restarted in university with ads! Yes, make some money while sharing nonsense that readers like you get conned to read! (jokes)

click here to see my very first blogpost

But the question really is:

Who on earth blogs nowadays?!

Social media has grown so rapidly since a decade ago and in all honesty,
I feel blogs are ... dead. Think about it - there's facebook, instagram, twitter, snapchat, youtube. They're so much more exciting than reading 1000's of words that most of us just scroll past, seeing only the pictures in-between.

You know I'm right! You just stopped to see this line right after all the pictures in-between. Go read the previous paragraph you bum!

Moving on, let's not confuse ourselves with sites like thehuffingtonpost where we read articles so commonly via shares on facebook. Those are professional sites, not blogs. Let's remind ourselves what blogs are via wikipedia:

In a gist, I believe a blog which for some remote reason stands for WEBlog - should be thought of as a Wlog. This is in reference to Vlog, that stands for video log, a Wlog stands for written log. Now don't mindscrew us all by saying, "but Benedict, since you type instead of write why not say Tlog as in typing log". Ain't nobody gonna accept new terminology now. Blog is blog. The end.

In conclusion, you're probably mind-baffled as to why I'm talking about all this. It's simple. I have all the other social media platforms and since someone asked why did I blog again after the prolonged hiatus - my answer is:

 I can't be recording myself daily as nobody would like to watch me on a daily basis. Also, writing brings out the more subtle side of me, making me less of a weirdo and lunatic given I'm a doctor.

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Just so you know

4:22pm Heyyyyyy! If you've come over and realized the blog is different, it's because it has been a long 3 years with my previous layout! I mentioned my hardcore change a month, two or even three ago... I can't remember :S

Well, you can keep refreshing to see the very slow and steady modifications I adjust in real-time. I have been at the comp for several hours now and am still a long way to go. So do bear with me, and I hope you like the fresh look!

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LayoutTwitterExamsIpad2WhiteIphone4

2:02am Finally done with the few blog layout changes. Majority of the site revamp are on the right channel of the blog. Many headers were removed to speed up site loading. Also, new is the Twitter widget! I had just made myself a twitter account, so if you like my stuff, want to stalk me for some reason, follow me on twitter, or check the blog as this automatically updates!

Other than that, I'm catching up on work,

as well as having a load of studies to conquer for my upcoming exams next week as written on the side.

You guys know what to do :) PRAY!!! pls and tq! hehe. Have a great weekend!

Those of you in Malaysia,

enjoy your Ipad 2 and white Iphone 4!

available at machines.

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+++This Special Day of Mine+++

March 27th, this day i shall always love with all my heart. Y??? some may ask... Others, a handfull of ppl would understand why it means SOOOOOOOOO much to ME!!! This day will not come once in a lifetime, however would be celebrated annually. This day was special in it's own unique way.

If u hadn't got the hint, TODAY, is my BIRTHDAY!!!!!

I have Just Turned 16!!!... Sweet Sixteen???
Young, but vivacious! haha...

More specific, i was born on the 27th of March 1990 at 7.10 a.m

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Sports practice had started....
I hadn't updated my blog b4 this, therefore my readers didn't know i b'came Marching Captain. Well, it's a gay post tht i didn't want coz' my prev. years in school i've always tried my best and succeded to escape the clutches of the captains tht force us to march as if we were their ponds in a chess game.
So anyhow, it's been great i guess...... Feel so good to be the one in power. I guess i'm just power hungry! haha! Oh well, to all those under my command & below secondary 5, u've still got a chance to rise up n lead those ponds! haha!! Hmmnn... Not much to say bout' the sports practice so far, but i guess through it all it has made me closer to several ppl. hehe... tht's the good thing bout' sports prac. Anyway, let's just hope tht under my command, we will win the marching & other events! haha...

*I don't really expect much but for every1 to just have a gd time. What can i say???? I love havin fun & livin the Rocker's life!!! WHOA BABY!*

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As soon as the clock had striked 11.55p.m???(26th March) I received a call frm my beloved Daphnie!!! She wished me hppy b'day! The 1st actually/2nd including Amelia whom as mentioned earlier gave me a cool present. Well, moving on, as i was online that night, at 12+, i started receiving many sms's! They all wished me hppy b'day! At that brief moment, i felt so loved....

The following people are those whom sms'd me:
1. Sue Vern - Felt special... ;)
2. Grace - Hey u remembered! Thx!
3. John - I always knew u'd wish me! :>
4. Amelia - Thx again for the kind gesture & the lovely present!

Sides sms-ing, i also received phone calls!!! Other than Daph as i stated before this, i too got a very UNIQUE/Extraordinary phone call from my baby John!!! Thx dude! He sang to me a whole b'day song. It was soo cool yet kinda weird in a way, but gd after all, he has great vocals. After the little riff, i got a call frm my turgid ass friend, Mr. Cow, Matthew! Hey man, if ur reading this thanks for remembering and calling! I appreciate it. And yeah, Liverpool won!!!! HAHA! It was great ain't it??? Soon after the little chat with'em, I got a kinda surprising yet expected call frm one of my ' CLOSER ' friends Stephanie/ as Intan sez it, Lizzie!!! Yo babe! Thanks yeah?! U really brightened up my day in a way.

Having done with the greetings, the chats online and etc. , i soon went caught the day's shut eye and woke up 4 school. Since my alarm clock wasn't functioning, i woke up late.... That then led to me receiving a wonderful b'day present at school, RPP, otherwise known as Rubbish Picking Patrol. What a nice start don't u think so???(dumb prefect... so inconsiderate)

Heading on, went 4 the house meeting, settled everything and conducted training and etc. then the day carried on as per normal. During the day, had i not forgotten, only a few wished me hppy b'day, which were Stephanie Tan, Sheila, Wei In, Eu Jin, and a few others(had i not mentioned ur name, pls refresh my memory and i shall include it immediately). Hmmn.... at the end of school, i felt pretty inferior coz':
1. Not many ppl remembered it was my b'day
2. I didn't get PRESENTS!!! haha(not that it really matters though)
3. The day's marching was really screwed up in a way tht is difficult to explain.
4. *still thinking*
5. Had to owe ppl money coz i was short on cash....(never like me)haha^^^

But, as usual, there's also a positive side to it:
1. Ms. Tye gave me a free lunch/ break
2. Ms. Tye assessed me on my OET and gave me a gd 30 marks upon 30!!!(full marks)
3. etc.

Oh yeah, had i almost forgotten, it wouldn't b nice. I also had received greetings frm my Girlfriends Kathleen & Huey Sing! Thanks ya lovely ladies!

That was basically kinda my day.... Hehe. Hopefully my next b'days'll b a lil' more interesting. But anyhow, "Beggars Can't B Choosers"... Hmmnn... i ain't no Beggar.... oh well... nvm....

BeN'Z PeePz

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Amazing things...

*There's a little change in my blog posts. it ain't gonna b as detail as earlier ones coz' of some feedback that i received.*

U'll never believe things till u see it. That's the one phrase or in a way a quote,"seeing is believing" tht many ppl seriously follow whether they realize/like it or not. Well, it's not tht it's wrong but u know... It's like saying tht i can throw a playing card and make it return to me. Some ppl might say it's not possible. Others might think otherwise. So, the reason y i say Amazing things as the post header is coz' my week so far has been in a way ..... AMAZING ....

It all started frm Sunday...
At church, we had a great worship session lead by my buddy Johnny! Sides tht, i was ushering again. Not tht it's bad. It's actually really interestin to meet new faces and the indirect contact if u know what i mean. Well, we had a special speaker. Not a Pastor, but .... a young dude frm Penang. It was kinda funny the way he preached or so it is called. He made so many lame jokes tht barely any1 could understand (reminded me of Beatrice). Well, what ya expect, the inexperienced hv to start small.

Anyway, the one thing tht was fascinating bout' the speaker, Bro. Lesley, is tht he preached throughout the hour by reading his pprs. I mean seriously, he read out of it...: DIRECTLY. But, i'm not dissin or anything, get tht right. I'm just stating the obvious. The one thing tht i really remembered frm tht morning, was one of his jokes,

What do u get when u take away "Christ" frm Christian?
U get Ian.
His reply to that, Ian stands for I AM NOTHING!

The thing that made it so funny was, Ian, 4 those of u whom know him, was sitting there. I mean like that was MAJOR DISSIN! haha! All gd in fun & laughter i guess.

So anyway, sides Sunday, up till now....
The Interestin stuff:

On Tuesday, i went out in the morn 4 a swim with Matthew, Daniel & Chin Keong. It was okay, had lots of laughs, had fun at the slide at Tropicana. After tht, they all left me and i was chillin at the bowlin alley for several hours. During those hrs, i called my younger bro. to come with his friend. Hmmn.... I didn't win them by much, however, my average was 90+. Pretty weak but yeah.

So, at night, i went to the mamak's at ss14 with Daniel, Ian, Daphnie, Jiunn Yuan & John. It was really fun i mean chattin & stuff. After the mamak, i returned home with John. No, we did not do wht ur thinking, but let's just say, it was an interestin night*only we shall know*. HAHA!

The following morning(wed)...
Woke up early for tennis. Went to play with Daph, John, Ian, Ee Jin & Emelia. Nice to meet u two gals btw. So, it was interesting,.... no... scratch that! It was soooo FRUSTRATING!!! I just repeatedly picked up BALLS!!! haha! Well, it was gd exercise though. After tennis, Ian & I went to play with my friends some badminton. Yes, we were tired but, it was gd. I was pretty shocked tht Ian was soo gd in badminton! I mean seriously. He like screwed all my friends in it. Furthermore, my friends were like school team players.

Ian then left & the rest of us had lunch. John joined us.

Hmmnn... i guess that was it on that day. Oh no, in the evening, i had to acompany my younger brother for bowling. At this pt i was pretty irritated. Mostly i guess coz' i was tired. Sides tht, that's like the so many'th time i'm goin to Tropicana. Well, the pay off was gd. I took my brother and his friend off their feet in the game with an average of bout 110. I could've scored higher, but i was attempting to spin the ball. I think i got a little spin in it, but,
I WANT MORE!!!

On Thursday, I didn't go anywhere. I was too tired frm the activities & thought of catchin up on my school work. However, as usual, work was not in the days schedule. i Basically chilled the entire day.

Friday, TODAY!!!
It was kinda interestin coz' i had to go through the day without my driver. Believe me, it's not that i'm spoilt or anythin but it was very troublesome. I had quite a number of activities throughout the day. In the morn, i left for some bball practice with Adrian & other team players. It was okay i think, but i believe my def. was very bad & it was kinda the 1st time i was playin real NBA rules. So, i had to kinda adapt. In a way i didn't play to my full potential/ half of it in fact.

In the afternoon, suppose to go for a movie with Matthew & others, but i couldn't coz' i had other stuff to do. Kinda bad coz' Matthew was celebrartin his bday. Well, i then chilled at home till bout' dinner where my mum somehow managed to take me to The Curve. I was goin there for Matthew's dinner. It was at TGI Fri. It was soo funny, I was like callin myself a superstar & takin many pics. No off.to steal the limelight though. I was kinda amazed that Samuel had like a change in style. He gel'd up his hair & was like camwhorin!!! I think i've influenced him a little 2 much.

Durin dinner, sides what was mentioned earlier, when cuttin the cake, the ppl at TGI sang a few numbers for Matthew, while he was asked to do some stupid things like stand on a chair in front of every1 at the restaurant, give a speech & blow his b'day cake while in an awkward position. Believe me, it was really awkward!!! It looked as if he was BLOWIN HIMSELF if u get my drift.

Once the cake cuttin & all was done, i was picked up by my dad & sent to CELL!!!

Today's cell was kinda interestin. Although i reached like half way through, it was interstin coz' SS2 C Park joined ss2b. This was coz' ss2C Park had only 2 in attendance, excludin me. Well, it was cool in a way. Got to c my ex-cell mates! Durin cell, I was called SATAY HALUS, BIMBO, GAY & i think a few more. At this moment, do not b mistaken, it is still a kinda CF. It was like 4 fun ya know. So.... don't get conf.

After cell, i was sent home by Aaron, Dionne, & Daph. Thx dudes!
Oh yeah, Aaron, it's okay... I understand how u feel bout' me. It's nothin to b ashamed of. If Dionne ain't fulfillin enough, u know where to find me! HAHA!!! Kiddin yeah (must say this if not Dionne'll skin me alive. haha! No off. yeah)PEEPZ!!

So, tht was basically my week till today, sat, 1.04a.m. I guess u should realize tht it was nothing really amazing, but to me it was. This is coz i don't go out often & hang out with friends. My peepz should've realized. It's not that i wanna betray u but ..... u know....

Btw, throughout the week i've been really chattin on the phone quite a little. I just wanna say thx to whomever i was chatti with. U should know! I guess it's kinda interestin. TTYL/sumthin.

Therefore, it was overall AMAZING!

*come for Cell fun night this comin Friday. 4 more details, pls contact me through ur own ways. TQ*

BeN'Z PeePz

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Bad.... Bad.... BADDD!!!!

The recent post was all fun.... but, Tuesday on....

My life seems very pitiful. If u realized, it revolves around very few things:
- Gay
- Crappy Studies
- Boredom
- Music
- Tech
- Sports
- Violence
- God

Lately... Nothing has turned out good for me. Just a recap on terrible events that happened to me;
1. Tuition troubles
2. Can't keep up with studies
3. Didn't fin. studyin 4 examz
4. Got sick
5. Couldn't sit for exam

That was for the past 2 weeks. Concerning the events, u should've realized that it all revolved round studies. If i were reading this now like u are, I'd be like.... this guy has nooo ___LIFE!!!! He's a freakin nerd. A LOSER!!! Well, don't think that way... I've got my reasons....

Well, as i was saying.... bad... Bad.... BAD!!! In addition to my freakin screwed up life so far, on Tuesday & Wednesday, I received my results which was sooo ____UP!!! I dunno bout' u, but it was to me. The results was one of the worst if not THE WORST EVR results i got. This is coz' the pprs were so easy & my mate's scored in it. *Sighs* I guess i brought it unto myself. So, i'll do better next time!! haha.

On friday....
After several dayz of near depression, today i was up on my 2 feet again. Went to school late... Got in class... CHEMISTRY!!! Mr. Sheat was like ready to pull the trigger on me. HAHA!!! Those who know'm should undersdtand why. Anywayz, during chem which was the only interestin class of the day, (not that i really enjoy it) Beatrice was labelled.... Pink Lithium/ Lithium Pink Queen of Lame Jokes!!! haha.... Those of ya that knows Bea would know why!!! Beatrice ur sooo lame!!! haha. (no offence)

After the sleepy class as most of us remember it as.... The day went on as per norm.

After school....
I had extra co-curricular activities - softball. A captain for the sport, i had to have at least one practice... n this was it. I barely knew my team... I'm short of girl players.... But i guess i should be able to pull something out of the hat. Practice was okay. Had an okay turn up i guess. I saw some gd stuff frm a few ppl. However, i'm a little sceptical on the GOLD medal... haha.. I'll have practice during hols.

Oh yeah, b4 continuing,
SCHOOL"S OUT 4 A WEEK!!!!

So anyway, after my softball prac. was over, who'd have thought that i was to play rugby immediately??!!? My views:
In a wimps view, * it's a violent and life threatening sport*.
In an athletes view, * i can take'em all on*.

The practice... A game??
Shafik all of a sudden told us that we were havin a friendly?? with the Harimau team... At this pt. i was like okay.... I'm gonna get dirty.... &..... I'm gonna lose terribly. This was coz' it was my 1st time havin a rugby match.... Furthermore, it was without practice. Now u've gotta b thinkin that i'm INSANE. Honestly... if u ask the reason why i'm playin rugby is coz'
1. I like violence
2. I like wrestling
3. I just wanna "SPEAR" some1

During the match, long story short,
* My team lost
* My captain was injured & was limping
* My team had spirit & scored 1. ( Danny slammed the ball 4 the touchdown... He was hillarious. When he slamed it, the ball bounced back up & gave him a whompin' on his face!! HAHAH)
* I was dehydrated
* I was dirty
* I was a MAN!!! haha

Immediately, i went home after the gruesome sport. As i was half way through the "Journey" home.... We had to turn back.... My younger bro. didn't know he was havin his dentist appt. After he was checked, went on my jolly way home.

Took a nice shower. Printed out the songs for worship tonight.

I WAS DOIN WORSHIP IN CELL 4 THE 1St TIME!!!

Practiced for bout' an hour. Felt it was gd. Went to cell...

At cell...
Came into the place with my stunning guitar... smashin amp... & gd looks!!! haha... I looked like a pro. After introduction, it was ice breaker to get ppl goin. Sue was doin it.(Soz tht sounded.... Nvm) We played.... " Heart Attack"!!! For a bio student/ Dr. u must b thinkin we're crazy now. Well... it was an interestin game. We then played mafia?? or sumthinlike that. Oh yeah, tday we've got a newB Chris (Michelle's younger bro). 9 yr old. Interestin guy. I had to guide him for the night.

Worship...
I started off great. I mean when playin the guitar. Then when it came to singin... i couldn't remember the lines.... OHHH NOOO!!! Well... thk Jason & John & the rest whom knew the song (Victory Chant) & could carry it through... The next song, was REDEEMER!!! By planet shakers!!! It was soooo rockin!!! Well... i knew this song so it was okayz i guess... The thing bout' this is tht it was new to every1 there. So, in a way i couldn't really get'em all in that very hyped mood which u c at P.S. church or sumthin like that. Well, thk God they were fast learners.

Now... The slow ones... Well, after jumpin around, havin laughs while worship, it was time to quiet down. Well, i played Rain Down( Planet Shakers) & Here I am to worship( Plus One) I guess it was okay.... Howeva, during the " Here i am to worship" i didn't play the guitar coz' i guess it was kinda off. Nvm then, It was OVERALL okay.... It was diff.???

We then got into word. We were lead by John... It was bout all the I will's which Ps. Julie's been preachin bout for the past weeks in church. During word, i was in a way brought off mentally, coz' i had to u know.... help Chris.(As mentioned earlier) After word, we closed and had a nice snack. Michelle always serves quite a bit. Thx!

Went home, chilled at the com. Chatted a little and i guess had a an interesting talk with Bern.

Saturday...
Today, i woke up pretty early. 9? Went for breakfast with my dad & younger bro. Came back, played drums & guitar for bout almost an hour. Dad came back... Shot a few balls... Whoops... That doesn't sound right. I meant played pool. I lost.... Very disappointing. 3-0. Haha! nvm it was for fun. After tht, i was playin Time Crisis3 ( Alvin's gun??? Sounds wrong) for bout' 2 hrs!!! I don't play games tht long & i play it rarely.

After the long game... I caught some shut eye as i had nuthin much to do. Woke up bout 7 sumthin. Long ain't it??? Well, received word frm John askin if i could usher tomorrow. Knowing me, I didn't turn down the offer. It's fun really. I mean to meet new faces, greet ppl. Well, once i rose frm the half- dead activity, i had dinner & saw Tarzan 2. Gay it may seem, but a guy's got his sensitive side??? haha.

Soon after tht, i came up & turned on my com. & this is what i've been doin. At the same time, i was checkin a very old laptop, which my dad insisted on repairing for a very costly price. I totally disagreed!!! 1stly coz' it was changing the whole mother board to the same thing with no upgrades. 2ndly, with the money used to do the repairs, my dad could've bought a brand new notebook!!! Well, i'm not the boss.

btw, to all u dudes out there!!! A few words....

"Life may seem difficult to the player,
But may not to another.
Don't discriminate,
Engage those problems with a friend like a date?"

* lately i feel discriminated. In Malaysia, they always mention the 3 races. MIC. malay, indian, chinese.
WHAT HAPPENS TO ME!!!! AN OTHER??!!*

To the prefects board & those involved. How waz the Lupuskan lupus? Good turn out? Hope so. Rock on all ya fella's!!!
*I still dislike the prefects*

HPPY B'DAY JOLIN!!!

BeN'Z PeePz

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Relaxation!!!

Do u know the feeling that u feel like u deserve to have fun and just chill with ya buddies??? If u know good! U'll know how my day would b. If u don't..... I can't help u... Srry..... haha!!!!

Woke up in the morning and went for futsol. Brought my younger bro. along. Us guyz kicked balls for 2 hrs. Hmmnn.... that sounded wrong. At least i didn't say "banging".... HHAHAHA!!! Well, it was pretty fun. For me... Yet it was tiring. I realized i don't have much stamina. Hmmnn.... have to find a way to build it.

After futsol, headed home to change and eat. Not too long after that, i left for Daniel's house. It was Wai Ken, Samuel, Matthew, Daniel & Myslef. We were all just on the ps2 for hours. Honestly u ask me i find it pointless and mentally exhausting. Well,..... It's fun though when ur with friends. We played winning eleven, Need 4 speed & some golf game. That just sounds sooo boring, but it was actually fun. Unfortunately for me it wasn't too good. Matthew was my partner and screwed up sooo much!!! hahah... If ur readin this just suck it up. Suck up all the truth that u caused us to lose!!!!

Once we were done there, i was chased out by Daniel therefore i left for Matthew's place. Over here i was basically waitin for my mum. The better thing bout' bein at Matt's place is that he actually serves food & drinks unlikt Daniel. yes ..... DANIEL!!! haha... Well, can't say much. At least i was invited to his place. So thx!

I left Matt's place somewhere bout' 8. I went home and was shootin bad guyz. I mean it. Seriously!!! I got 2 guns frm Alvin. Thx dude!!! It's really gd.

Didn't play for too long. So i then stayed in my room after that. Just typin out my blogg and chattin. I then went to Andrew's room and fell asleep there. Sigh.... caused me not to fin. some stuff. Well, it was relaxin overall!!!

BeN'Z PeePz

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My 1st real calling!!!

Well, woke up early yet late.... As i mentioned in my prev post, i was gonna b playin drums for the worship team at the Jr. Church. I think i'm over rating it now but.... i've been waitin to serve u know... Futrthermore through somethin i'm gd at. As soon as i was ready to leave, i did not waste even a sec. I had to reach church for the prac.

Once i reached, saw Grace, Amelia, Yee Ting, Li Yen, Nelson, I Yin(Worship team except Grace){excuse spelling mistakes}.

Fast forward>>>>> >>> >> >>>> >>> >

After practice, we were ready.... The hall was packed and we then started worship. In the begining the children didn't listen. Then.... the hero of the day,..... Ps. Julie!!! haha.. She managed to get the children's attention and we got goin. Overall, it was an experience. I guess it all went well. At least i hope it did :0 haha!!!

After the worship session at the Jr. Church, we headed to main church. Today, Ps. Stanley was preachin. If you'll didn't know, that was John's daddy!!! Cool ain't it?!? Well.... Ps. preached on how us christians can go 'church shoppin'. How we can escape frm bein noticed or sumthin like that. Sorry, i can't really recall what it was bout'. I was distracted by Elijah, Aaron, Kathleen& Gang. haha... I'll find out in cell this friday.


After church, didn't do too much. I basically chilled the whole day coz'' tomorrow there's a holiday for my school due to the swimmin gala. BERUANG WON!!!! My team!!! hahahaha.....

In the evening, nearing 11 sumthin, I left with my younger bro. and my mum to visit my auntie & cousin. We then went to my mum's condo. Over there, my mum had a very nice chat with my cousin & auntie. On the other hand, I was in a room, chattin with Grace(Interestin Chat) and at the same time being irritated by my younger bro. haha!! I guess it's only norm.

Not too long after chillin there, we headed home. At home, i went on the phone with my gd old buddy..... Johnny!!! It was very nice, long..... haha... Now it sounds gay... but.... Well, i guess i don't talk with many ppl and find it interestin... No offence though to my other peepz. After the long chat with John, i had a .... short chat with Grace. *There's nuthin goin on*

Hmmn.... so that was my day.

BeN'Z PeePz

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Long since i last blogged

As most of ya know & should've realized, it's been a while since i last blogged. Well, reason was i was sICK!!! In addition to my pain, i was havin EXAMZZZZ!!! It all started on Friday, 24/2/2006.
Cell tht night was gd. There were new faces and a 2nd rounder. New face, Roland. 2nd rounder, Samuel. Gd to see'em haha!!! Well, i guess i caught a headache tht night due to the sudden crammin of info for my history paper. Although i did not study my history, furthermore speed readin short notes, i guess i did okay in it. *oh pls i pray and hope tht my results'll b good!!* hahah..

Well, i then slept immediately after cell and woke up the next mornin.

At the start i was thinkin, oh,.... my headache's gone. After several hours, the pain returned... So, i just had to bare with it. I went for my final baptism class. We were lead by Karen!! It was great to c many ppl gettin baptised. After tht my day was pretty shabby.... Reason was cuz' i was ill and couldn't study at all for my exam... sigh.... Took a gd nap tht night lookin forward to my baptism the followin mornin.

Baptism day!!!!
This was a day to remember......

Woke up in the mornin sick!!! I was achin all over and had a slight fever. Furthermore, i had to go to the tolet for some business...... hhahaha ... well, went to church really excited!! What ya expect??? It's a once in a lifetime experience that i shall, should remember 4eva! So, when i went i was really glad. Although if u saw me in church i was really lookin down, i suppose. It was due to my stomach ache.... During worship and when 'us' baptism candidates were called out, i was sooo overwhelmed and just felt like cryin. Me!! Cryin!! haha...

It was time......

We wore our robes and got on stage waitin for our turn to be baptized... I for one, felt really funny coz i was like on stage in front of every1... I'm cool with stages and all, but well,.... i was like barefoot!!! haha.... small matter. So as the time had come, i was baptized!!! Surely an experience i shall not forget!!
*I really wanna thank frm the bottom of my heart, all my peepz and those close to me whom came for my baptism!!! Thx Guyz. Really meant a lot to me*
Thx Ps Julie!!! Every1, during a baptism remember this line.... In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. ~Matthew 28:19~

Anyway, after the baptism, we al took some photos, and well we were all off to wherever we had to be. I, after the baptism left for home. I took a nap and i barely studied!!! AAAHHHH!!!! Tomorrow I was havin my physics exam and i know nuts!!!.... Well i read a little and just left the rest to God.

Physics exam day....

I was really scared in a way... I was afraid to go for my exam. Firstly coz' i had'nt fin. studyin 2 chpts. Sides tht, i was afraid i would get a headache and flunk my exam. Well, i was really glad coz i could do my exam and it wasn't anywhere near good/ great but i couldn't ask for more.

After the dayz exam, as usual i went home. I had a slight headache when i reached home. I then had tuition in the evenin and my tuition teacher said my eyes were red. I knew at that moment somethin was up. I started to tear quite a little. Eventually, with no studies for my next dayz exam, CHEMISTRY!!!! i went to sleep at 9p.m!!! So early..... I can't recall sleepin any earlier in an extremely long time!!!

Chemistry exam day...

3a.m - This was the specific time i woke frm my shut eye. U'd now be thinkin i'm CRAAAAZZYYY!!!! Surely my illness had come to my head... The sad thing was it literally came!!! I could barely close my eyes without pain to my head. Furthermore, I could not even study nor return to my sleep coz' i was havin a really severe headache (It felt as if somebody was pressing against my head REAALLLYY hard) Due to that problem, i did not go to schooll.... My first thoughts when my car had left when i said i couldn't go, was that what happens to my exam. Would the school give me another ZERO like what they idiotically did to me last year... I really hate my school for certain reasons like that.

Well, as mentioned, i did not go to school... Therefore i insisted in goin to the Dr. The Dr had made a diagnosis that i was havin viral fever if not DENGGI due to the severe pains i suffer from. Oh yeah while i was at the hosp. Pn. Siti called askin why i din't come. This was during p2 of the chem. In a way i was glad that som1 was actually concerned bout' me. Took some medicine and returned home to obtain some rest. I went home, changed the strings for my guitar, had some food and watched some television. The thing was, the headache had returned and it was worse!!! Everytime i close my eyes it hurt. I took ice to cool off my head and my eyes.... It barely had any effect.... Sigh.... i was at the brink of sayin like crap i might seriously have denggi.

I was really confused then, and today i can't recall what i did to subside the pain but it eventually cooled down. I was really prayin quite a bit durin these times. thank God!! In the evening only Samuel called to find out what happened to me. I was really touched by his actions. It goes to show how many ppl actually care bout' me.. *Sobs* Well, I then as per norm had to go study for my followin dayz exam. I didn't sleep as early ast the night b4 but i went to sleep at 11p.m.

Biology exam day...

I woke up pretty early coz' i had not even started studyin my form4 chpt 3 (half way) & form5 everythin.... I slowly studied tryin not to over exert myself. Went to school not fully prepared... Overall the day, i did okay i suppose. However, i did pretty bad on all the questions regarding the lymphatic system, problems related to the heart & Immunity... Hopefully i can do well!!! haha.

Went home, felt a little relieved at the fact that there were no more science pprs to sit for. Oh btw, for ur info, i'm not allowed to resit for my Chem paper which i missed. It's really slack in a way coz' i can't prove to Mr. Sheat i can do well, if not at least reasonably well. Accordin to Pn. Farah, my principal, the chem ppr will not be counted for my exam. I'm cool with that but she better mean it this time... If not.....

"Hell will b unleashed on the surface of Earth!!!"
mark my words

Well, in the evening, i had tuition for a short while... I then did not study for anything that night. I was in a very chillin mood. Therefore, i did not study my moral, neither didd i even read a drop of Malay!!! haha...

Moral & B.M2 exam day...

I did not wake up any earlier to study.... On the way to school, i started readin my novel.... I was really to the extent of last minute stuff.... Due to that, i did not know my komsas and novel for my exam.... I feel like that was one of my worst papres which i did so far.... I spent too much time on the rumusan and was really boggled in the tatabahasa. Furthermore i was almost blank for the novel section... So i guess u can do the math of my results... sigh.... saddening... On the other hand, my moral paper was okay coz i had 2 and a half hours to study be4 the paper.

Overall, the day's papers were terrible.... Sigh....

Returned home and had another time of relaxing as the day before... Well, at least i did touch my +math haha.... I remember that day i had a chat with some1 but i can't really remember whom.. haha... Slept at 12p.m... My usual sleepin time was returnin!!!! hahahaha.....

Final papers...

On this day, i was really lost in a ways coz i was crammin quite a little info b4 my papers... I then realized i made many careless mistakes... i mean seriously careless mistakes like mistakin 10 for 20!!!! Who does that??!!!??? Soooo pisseddd!!!!

All was over and was really a huge weight off my shoulders.... Now the weight which is on me.... = Results!!! AAAHHAHHHHHH!!! Anyway, Friday night....

Celll!!!! Really lookin forward every week to it... It like gets a load off...
*Hey if any of u guyz interested to come, tell me!!! It's fun... really...*

Tonights cell was great!!! We had 3 new comers!!! Brought by Bern. They are: Priscilla, Kok Wei, & Han Sean. ( 4give me for spellin errors ) Well, it was gd!!! haha.... Come back again yeah?? Anyways, durin cell i realized that i always get forfeited!!! i mean like Whatz up Wiv'at??? haaha... well it's cool... I gain attention anywayz!!! haha!!! Well, tonight i shared my week's challenges... I really thank God that i managed to go through okay. Not perfect but okay. Well after word and closing, we had a light meal... Somehow the conv. was soooooo SICK!!! it was bout' thingy?? haha...

After cell, John, Bern, Daph & I went to Tmn. Sea school. A.k.a John's & Bern's school. At this time was bout' 11p.m. So cool to go to school at night. When we went there i never saw so many scouts b4!!!! Anyway, the school is pretty big. After bein chased out, we then sat outside Michelle's house. At this time, Bern had already went back. The dogs were barkin quite a bit. Therefore we stood the other side(outside the kindergarden). Not too long after that, Daph's ride, ( Dionne, Aaron) came. Kind of'em they let John & I chill while waitin for our rides home.

Not too long, John then left. I was alone waitin. Aaron then offered to send me back. So nice of'em. Thx guyz!!!

Went home and then i was like so glad that the week was finally over.

Saturday...

Today i had a very nice sleep... I woke up at bout' 1. haha!!! I'm such a bum!!! I didn't really do much today but it was kinda like a day off for me after a long challenging week. Although if u've been readin what was written earlier, & seemed like it was nuthin much, i would say u hav to feel my illness to know how dreadful it was. Well, at night i went out to eat. Nuthing to fancy, just to the Jap restaurant at 1U. After dinner, went home, and had a short chat with Amelia. It was regardin tomorrow's worship at the Jr. Church. My 1st time to play drums!!! I was called to play!!!! Anyway, guess what someone attempted to prank call me.... Since the call started, i played along. The call was frm..... Aaron!! haha.... He was like sooo lammmmeee!!!! haha!!! But it was alll fun... I then called Daph and had a short chat.

Well, that's my post after a very long time since i blogged.

gd luck to the Beruang's for tomorrow's Swimmin gala


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A very challenging day.

1st of all, i didn't post anythin yesterday coz' there was really nuthin much to say.
Anyway, today frm the top!

School as usual was BORING!!! I dread the times i have to wake up to go to school. Reason is coz' i find tht besides goin' there to c my frens, or learn a thing / 2, there's actally no reason to go there. I sometimes think that it'd b better to go to a gov. school and just skip everyday except on important days e.g days with Peka/ sumthin like that. This is coz', u could use the money u spend to go to a private school and get tuition!!! With that, not only do u hav more time in ur hands, but u also get to improve in ur stuies due to the private candidate factor.

Well, enough of tht bunch of rubbish. About today, school carried out as per normal. The highlight of today in school is, Datin Freida's speech (Chairman). Today she was in a very bad mood!!! Reason was : she was angry bout' the actions of several students that tease ppl & eventually bully them. She was then tellin us on how she wakes up at 5a.m. to watch 'The Oprah Winfrey Show'. She then shared to us bout' an interview of Oprah's with two couples, 1 whose son was killed, the other whose son was sent to jail for killin the other couples son.

After blabbin' for sometime, she then called up several boys whom i have no idea did what??!!! She ended the so called "Emergency Assembly!"

Todasy i realized, that males just get the bad name. U ask why? & what do i mean? Well, today i realized that after The Chairman's speech, guyz are not as RACIST as gurls! i mean seriously! Here are examples of what 2 gurls said:
1. qusetion: What do u get when u mix an indian with an ocean?
my ans: Indian ocean
their ans: Pollution

Okay, at this pt. u may think it's bad. Guess what this was just an 'appetizer'. This is the real deal:
2. An Indian was overstressed & therefore wanted to commit suicide. What did he do?
answer: he pushed the red dot on his forehead and he went BOOM!!!

Now, gurls.... don't ever say tht guyz are terrible. Coz' u guyz are worst!!!
*No offence though.

After school, guess what??? there was the 8tv cruisers outside school!!! haha!!! it was soo funny!!! Wai Yeap & Yurkdes were like talkin trash to the dude bout' free girls at the lock-up or sumthin' like that. Sides that, I lost to Wai Yeap in some challenge of theirs... Darn it! haha.... well not too much commotion over it.

I then headed home to my challenge... Challenge, U must b wonderin??? Yeah, it's the challenge to complete 6 "karangans"!!! U must be wondering now, where on EARTH did i get that many essays!! Well, long story short, it's tuition. So basically my whole day was wasted on it! Guyz this goes to show tht i really dont study!!! i Have no time to do so.

Right now i'm like done with all except one.

HURRAY!!!

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The Deciding Weekend...

Begining from Saturday...
This day was very saddening... Reason was my brother was LEAVING!!! Benjamin was goin back to Melbourne to further his studies. He is now considered as a medical student at Monash University.

The day went sumthin like this:
1. Woke up late!!! (12+ in the afternoon)
2. Went for Brunch?? (Glen Marie - Ate Hakka Mee) *so delicious*
3. Came back, lazed around
4. Had tuition
5. The moment..... My brother was leavin!!!
6. Followed to the airport (send my parents & bro. off)
7. Came back... did work (thx Daph for all the B.M. translations!!)
8. Chattin on9
9. Prepared stuff for Sunday (Love a friend week)
*not easy to think of what to say & create cards*
10. Slept at.... ummnn... almost 5??

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Reasons y i miss my bro:
1. No one to play piano!!
2. Nobody to ask for late night help
3. No more pep talks
4. No 1 else can understand me better than him
5. I'm currently praisin u so be HAPPY!!! Doesn't come often...

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Sunday...
Churrcchhhh!!! Love A Friend Week!!!

Well, as u know i was like preparin till sooo late!!! I'm like omg when i slept!!! i had like roughly 3 hrs to get some freakin sleep!! Furthermore it was gonna b a long dayy!!! So anywayz, woke up at the sound of my wonderful alarm.... NOTT!!! It was like 8a.m and i told my driver to come at like 9... so.... i took a rest again... When i woke up.... hmmnn... it was 9.10!!! I was like " CHURCH GONNA START SOON!!!" I immediately got ready and went down to eat with Andrew... .. ..

My driver hadn't arrived.... .. ...... !!!!!

I was like constantly lookin at the time.... As the hand striked 9.50, only then i saw my driver in sight. In a way i was relieved , that i wasn't gonna b anymore later!!! haha... So rushed there and reached just on time for the last worship song... Hmmnn...

Church today carried out per norm. with Ps. Julie our 'O' so wonderful youth pastor speakin. The only thing was, I, was sttin all the way in front!! It's cool and all, I don't really mind, but..... my head kinda hurt turning to the left. Well, today Ps. preached on the fav. line of Esther,
"If i perish, I perish." from the book of Esther <Old Testament>.

What do u understand by that???? This is what it means, if u were to be sent to prison or die for the gospel, would u? The statement sez' that she would.

Btw, i was very interestin for me coz', Ps. took me to play Haman the evil guy whom wanted to kill all the Jews!!! Haman is a very proud guy and he expects every1 to bow down to him. The first name which came into my mind as Ps. described was.,.... HITLER,.... WAI YEAP!!! Well, the other ppl played were:

Modecai - Jeffrey
King xerxes - Aaron
Esther - I Yin
Uunak - Alvin

*it was sooo funny*
cut the story short, Haman was hanged.

Anyway, after serv. as ppl were leavin, i started givin the little cards which i made (5a.m)... It wasnn't easy, trust me!!! My feelings go to John whom had to write ++ draw for cell the other time. I received a poem from Grace( u still haven't told me the story) & a note + pict. of me with sponge bob (sue's) frm youth camp frm Amelia.... Thx Guyz!

*my deepest apologies go to.... for not givin u guyz anythin*
1. Jason
2. Daniel Russel
3. Lynn
4. every1 else whom i cannot mention coz' the list is too long!!!

After church, I had lunch with Manpal & his wife. I then headed home to do my work!!! TONS!!! I ended up takin a nap 4 3 hrs. By the time i woke, was bout' 6... So as i said , i then did my work and my day cont. as per normal,... with work. Funny thing is, i'm doing so much of work, and still got tons, however, i haven't studied for my exam.... AAAHHHH!!!!

HELP ME NOW GOD!!!

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Forgiven with a condition... & The New Cell!!!

As the recent posts has stated, i had problems regardin many things. As the weekday's come to an end, most of the problems had subsided.

Here's the top 3 list:
Problem 1. Whether / not I am allowed to go to cell.
Condition: Finish at least 3 quarter of my tuition h/w.
My results: roughly more than half done.
Outcome: Allowed

Problem 2. Arguement with tuition teacher. Will she take me back as her student?
Condition: ???
My results: ???
Outcome: Yes
*Outcome condition: I never repeat it again.

Problem 3. Unfinished school work.
Condition: Do / die
My results: Finished most of the h/w
Outcome: No scolding

Well, besides my problemz, today was the 1st time for the new SS2C Park Cell!!! Cell tonight was very diff. Basically b'coz we hav only a few ppl. haha.... What ya expect???? It was just multiplied and we were divided. So, our total no. of cell attendance was........ 7 ppl.../ 11( John, Daph, Sue, Bern, Michelle, Andrew & Myself ). This excluded Jason & Gwen whom were there for a few.

During cell, it was history makin!!! HAHAHA.... We had like the longest ice breaker ever seen!!!(At least by me) The ice breaker was bout' 40 mins ++. Well, of course. it was made by none other than ME (with the help of John, Daph, God!!!) haha. It was called "Fortune"!!! Right now u must be wonderin what is Fortune??? haha... It is soo lamee!!! I couldn't think of anythin else. Well It is called that coz' u know wheel of fortune??? yeah.. i didn't have a wheel, and the game was guessin the word(s), so... u just get FORTUNE!!!
*no money/ prizes thought. HAHAHA!!*

This game was sooo SEXIST!!! this happened coz', there were 3 guyz(Jason, John, Andrew) , 4 gurls(Sue, Daph, Bern, Michelle) & The Game co-ordinator MEE!! The game was soo challenging. The categories were Valentine's Day, Bible & Statement. Durin this they learnt several words like:
1. Ardor
2. Amity
In conclusion to the "Match of the Sex's", the g... .... GUYZ WON!!!! haha!!! ( Close match )
* guyz r more intelligent!!!*

Well, after the extremely long ice breaker, we went into testimonials bout' the week... Well, we all had much to say. Sue 1st shared bout her week about her dogg & more... Sides tht, Bernadine shared bout' her week... I found tht Bern's week and mine were bout the same... She & I had like back lagged work, causin lot'za probz. together, we all agreed like there'z NOT ENOUGH TIME!!! Time again come'z to war with every1...
*U whom kicked Bern out frm her post is Gay!!! It's like 1ce dude*

Due to the religious nature below, pls remember *no offence is meant to other religions*
Well, Gwen stopped by and started explainin to us tht the signs r showin that the Messiah, Jesus will b comin soon!!! I for one knew tht it was true. The signs r showin tht. However, then she explained to us tht it is great that He is comin! but, we will also lose many. The non-christians. they will perish. Then when we stand b4 Him, and he asks us why isn't so & so(non-crhistian friend) here. What will we say??? It is a happy yet sad thing for the Messiah to come. Therefore, we still have lot'sa work to do.

After the short pep talk, and a prayer for Jolin(get well!!) & for cell, i asked bout' "Exorcism"! Gwen said tht all the shows bout' Exorcism (otherwise known as 'Deliverance') are bad. This coz' when the Priest or whomever tries to cast the demon out frm som1 in the show, they use the name of Jesus against the demon, yet it barely has any effect. Remember,
1. the name of Jesus is higher than everything else , therefore nothing can go against it.
2. Christians cannot get demon possesed , for the spirit of God is within them & only 1 spirit can be in a person.
3. Christians can b demonized when Satan gets a foot hold over them through sins.

*Therefore, do not believe everything u c on TV*

We then headed to our wonderful "SUPPER"!! I use "SUPPER" coz' there was tons of foodd!!!! Thx to Bern & Michelle, we had PIZZA!!! It was great and all, but the thing was, there were like only 7 of us!! haha... After tht, we all headed home!

IT WAS A GREAT 1ST CELL!!!

Come join this cell of ours opposite Tmn Sea Secondary school, the house on the left of the Kidergarden!!! Cell Host: Michelle!!!
My Church, Glad Tidings Petaling Jaya ( section 13 )

for more details write to me /sumthin!!!

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