This picture reflects exactly what I'm feeling at the moment.
Looking back at 2015 that's just a week ago, Wow.
Truly a year that played a pivotal role towards my life's plan. Experiences that can't be bought, and questions of the future that are still a somewhat mystery.
In a gist, here's 2015 - as the full story may take 10's of thousands of words and emotions to convey *best to catch me for a cuppa if ya can!
1. Helping my countrymen, Kelantan
2. Disappointed by PPUM
3. The American dream
4. Disappointed by KKM
5. A new adventure in Malaysia, Kuching
6. Medical to Dermatology
7. Youtube stardom still a distant future
8. 2016 - still with big dreams but nothing concrete as usual
Well, the thing that bugs me most is to see people advance in life while I "lag behind". The pathway I chose is a really long journey, and I still can't help but think about the WHAT IFS.
Every year I would make certain resolutions. Needless to say some are met and some may never see light. This year I didn't make any yet. I guess I'm still finding my way in this State of Mind.
What about you?
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I like what you say, Benedict. To see everyone moving forward and feeling like only you are at standstill. And that the pace literally crawls. Here is hoping that 2016 is a better year! Cheers!
Yeah. feels that way. Especially since being a doctor is merely the beginning. With no papers compared to others... But yes, this will be the better year!
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