If you thought for one moment that your problems would end by your death, you're wrong. It would just carry on - leaving it with people who care about you.
You may say nobody cares about you; your relationship is down the drain; finances are essentially as good as bankruptcy; you're doing the world a favor by removing your worthless and useless self off from the face of the Earth.
Let me tell you something:
You are worth so much more than that!
Don't let people dictate who you are. They may say you're an idiot, a freak, stupid or even a disappointment. But all in all, the decision is in your hands.
You can make a change, you can make a difference!
Don't be a had been, could have been or any other been been. Be a person that is going to be a someone in the future! Everyone has the right for a better future, a better life - it's just whether they endure the pain and life's crap long enough to see the end of the tunnel.
At the end of the day, if all hope is lost - always remember, no matter what religion you believe in (christianity, muslim, buddha, hindu or etc.), that BIG MAN up there is always ready to hear you out and comfort you.
You probably tell me you have tried but to no avail. It's all about timing my friend. May not be today, tomorrow, the next week, month, year, decade - but so long you hang on and persevere, at the right time and moment, you will reap the rewards and be so ever grateful that on this day you chose a better ending for yourself.
Be smart, make a change, make a difference -
you are more special and worth it than you could ever imagine!
