When you see or hear of the letter 'R', what comes to mind?
Chances are you're thinking of:
1. Racing
2. Running
3. Re-(something)
4. Raw
5. Rape
6. Regret
7. Random
8. Rock and ... Etc.
But at this moment I am thinking of "reality".
Reality that i have paved my path to becoming a healer, a professional, a dedicated, a responsible .. DoctoR.
And the thoughts that pass through my mind are:
1. There goes personal time
2. No more dream house or car
3. Another millennium of studying and more exams
Negative i know, but i can't help it. The idea that my peers in other career paths have been working for at least 1 to two years by the time i graduate, people have a more relaxing life, able to support themselves and family...
Well, perseverance they say. Optimistically, we "save" and "heal" people. That should be enough satisfaction isn't it? But to me it is not.
This is because i realize that for the most of it i am just assisting what magnificent healing abilities this thing called the human body that God created is already capable of. With or without my intervention, people will get better.
At the end of it as well, who am i to claim "i treated and healed you".
The never ending dilemma of a doctor-in-progress (final prototype).
Btw, how do you like my drawing and pictures? Haha.
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2 Comment Here!:
when u wrote this, i actually thought of R-acist
haha. Smasher, you are totally right. how could i have left that out :)
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